Orange Juice (or Juice for short) is the most special dog in the world. He’s one of my best friends and I love him dearly. I’ve been thinking about him constantly since I’ve been at school and I can’t seem to shake off how much I miss him. He’s been my safety blanket for years. If he could read this, here’s what I would tell him:
Dear Juice,
Hi puppy. I love you so, so, so much. You’re the sweetest, cutest, most lovable dog in the entire universe and I am beyond lucky to have you in my life. I think about you every single day and I miss you so much it hurts. Do you remember when you came home with us for Mom’s birthday? You were such anlovely fluffy puppy. You were with all of your siblings and it was between you, another fat puppy wearing a green collar, and a puppy wearing a red collar. Mom and Dad always say that I was going for the puppy with the red collar, but I know for certain I was yearning for you-the puppy with the orange collar. Finally we got to get you and we piled up in that green van to go home. Mom had you plopped on her lap for the ride and I so desperately wanted to hold you. It took a little while for us to give you a name, but I remember we were all gathered on the porch. Brandon was really little, and he wanted to call you Orange Juice because he was in an orange juice phase. I wanted to name you Sebastian, but everyone else decided to call you Orange Juice, or Juice for short. At first I didn’t like it, but now I can’t imagine you with any other name. You’re my little Juicy Pie.
I always felt so sad when we had to discipline you, and I especially hated doing it when you made accidents on the floor. I also hated when we tried to train you to stay in the yard with an electric fence. Everyone says it’s safe for dogs, but I still don’ t like it. Do you remember that time when it was you, me, and two of my friends hanging out in the front yard and playing together and all of the sudden you tried to run down the hill towards me, but instead you lost your balance and tumbled down. You just got right back up and trotted over to me with your little tongue hanging out and your tail wagging. You were the most adorable puppy ever. I fondly remember all the times you’d lie in front of my door at night when I was in bed. In high school I would open the door to let you in, and I always wanted to hop on my bed to sleep with me, but you always seemed to prefer the floor instead. I’m sorry for all of the times I shut you out. I always felt bad seeing your nose trying to peek in through my door.
You're always there to help me get through hardships; it’s like you know whenever someone is down. Thank you for allowing us to dress you up and tolerating it so well. You’re truly an inspiration, Juice. I wish I have done so much more for you. I’m so sorry for not taking you on daily walks or playing with you enough. You deserve to have fun all the time. I’m sorry you got sick with Lyme Disease, and I hope it doesn’t hurt you too much. I got so scared when we didn’t know what was wrong with you. I’m glad that you’re still here. But I’m also sorry for all the times I pushed you away when you just wanted to comfort me. No matter what, you’re always by my side and making sure I’m happy. I’m so deeply sorry for not being around enough for you. I’m sorry I took your wet nose, furry muzzle, and sloppy kisses for granted. I adore every lick, bump, smile, wink and ounce of love that you give so generously. You give so much and expect nothing in return. When I see you again, expect to go on many walks…just you and me, buddy. I miss you putting your little snout next to me and begging for food. You’ve gotten so good with not eating it off the plate when I’m not looking.
Also, I got you some healthy doggy treats and I hope you like them! I can’t wait to hug you and cuddle with you on the floor. I can’t see myself ever having another dog because my heart is so filled with the love I have for you. I’m glad that you came into my life. Even if you run out of the yard a few times a week to explore the world, chew things up, or jump on the couch, you will always be the best dog in the world. I love you so very much, Juicy Pie. You're the very best friend anyone could ever ask for.
Love Always,
Caitlin
Juice's Smile
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